Am shehna,
born in hometown India. As a matter of a fact I really don’t know much to blog
about anything, same thing about me too. But here is something I tried.
I have been
an only daughter for my parents till my age of 10. Being my homeland a village
area, my parents where much bothered to put me in English school even though
I had to travel 1 hr from my living
place. At the age of 7 I had been put in hostel, b’coz my mom couldn’t take me
while she was travelling to Dubai for the first time. One year I spent in the
hostel, but its still like 100 years for me. That much depressed and troubled
was I. Many bad memories still clings on me…sorry frnds..sharing those things
now would be a waste of time. And there went my childhood with bundles of
horrors and a few happiness with friends.
Next year I
was taken to Dubai to meet my missing mom. So was I much happy and safer with
parents. I had a baby brother who was too handsome and loved caring him as much
possible. After a year we all had to return to homeland due to dad’s work problem. Then again I joined the
same school being a day scholar and had a normal life with my brother and parents. Days
passed, suddenly my small brother started showing symptoms of Leukemia. Within
three months, his situation became serious and he left all of us and made me
alone again. When I became sixteen I had a second brother and there came happiness
in our life.
At the age
of 21 in between my studies,I was married and after one year I came to dubai
near my husband. We had our first son. For delivery I was back to India due to pregnancy
nausea. After two months from delivery, I faced different symptoms of gastric
problems. I lost 10 kl weight, being too anemic and depressed. After six months
my disease was diagnosed from lakeshore Hospital. Every six months my disease
tortured me and I went leaving hope to live. In 2009 a special medicine was prescribed
and I regained to normal slowly. Since two years I cud rebuilt my health without
any disturbance of the regular visit of the symptoms with the monthly follow
ups and medication. In between those scenario my child was grown and I gained
few working experience too in several fields.
With the
spiritual power and belief in Allah Almighty, has strengthened myself to attain
happiness and peace of mind if whatever comes in.
Now, am
blessed with my husband who remained patient through out our troubles and blessed
with my son who was disturbed without getting a mom’s care at the time he
deserved.
We Human’s
, each have their own worries and sorrows, but never in life give up hope and
faith on God, for he shall never turn back for the deeds you generate. Thanking
him day and night even for a silly thing would make him friendly and helpful to
you anytime you remember him. He has aimed our life to praise him and spread
the fact of his presence and tactfully to submit ourselves to the will of God. (His
Wills are described in the books he revealed through Prophets. Even Krishna is
one of the Prophet he sent)
But you
might be wondering what does these things bother to miniature I created. This
is just a time pass I found, whenever am sucked in the vicious circle of
internet, I come back here and dig something to crape for u..:)
